Day 5 (Blow Jobs)
Drabble. In which Loki feels like sucking Thor off is a religious experience probably
If there was nothing else to sate him, nothing to bring him back from the edge of insanity, Thor could still reach through to him, ceaseless, enduring.
If one’s only cause of inferiority and bitterness was also the only source of love, of life, of purpose, there was no more invigorating an existence than that, in Loki’s mind, twisted as it seemed. He lived that existence, rising and falling, exalted before coming down hard. He fed off of Thor, everything about him, like someone starved of passion for a lifetime, and the mere taste of Thor would shut off his poisonous, chaos-ridden thoughts, silencing all doubt about where he belonged, stifling all fear of accepting it.
Stifling, like the thick weight of Thor filling his mouth. He could’t think with his mouth full. And to stop his over-thinking was a feat in and of itself, a relief he chased eternally.
thorloki modern au where thor and loki are dating for a few months and they go to a bar that has a karaoke night and thor goes up and sings “come on eileen” but replaces “eileen” with loki and back at their table loki is covering his face but laughing and then he realizes he is in love with that goofball
Loki can’t believe what an idiot Thor is. He can’t believe he’s dating this idiot. And he really can’t believe that he can’t seem to stop smiling.
He peeks through his fingers as the chorus starts, quickly covering his eyes again when he catches a glimpse of some horrendous dancing that Thor has decided to bring into this whole routine. He’s glad the music is loud enough to hide the strange squeal of laughter that just came out of him.
"Come on LOW-KEY," Thor shouts into the mic, doing his best to smother the back up vocals. "Too-loo-rye-ayyyeee!”
The other bar goers howl with laughter and hoot, only encouraging Thor to sing louder and more badly. Loki dares to look at the stage again and catches Thor’s eye. He winks in Loki’s direction and shimmies his hips out of time with the song. Loki can’t do anything but shake his head and laugh. Thor laughs too, cackling so hard he can hardly manage to get the words out, folding into himself as the music goes on.
Loki’s stomach aches and his cheeks burn from smiling and laughing so hard. His heart is beating hard in his chest and he’s not sure if he’s ever felt like this before. He peeks again and kicks his feet beneath the table as Thor barely manages to keep up, shouting Loki’s name over the song once more. He shuts his eyes even tighter.
If this were anyone else, Loki would be plotting their murder right now, but instead his embarrassment(there are people looking at him, hollering and pointing as Thor’s yells his name to the goddamn ceiling) is outweighed by warmth and happiness. He wants to kiss Thor right now. Right on his stupid lips that keep singing horribly. He wants Thor nuzzle his neck, like he always seems to do when he gets drunk off his ass, and feel the warmth of his reddened cheeks and the scratchiness of his beard on his skin.
His stomach flips as the words pop into his head. What’s worse is that they don’t fill him with dread or make him want to run far, far away. It all settles in his mind easily, seems to fit nicely with Thor. He moves his index finger and opens one eye. He cackles when Thor flips his hair dramatically and smolders for the crowd.
He’s in love with the damn idiot, and everything feels right in the world.
Each time Loki looks up into the sky, the wonder is replaced by a small darkness. If Loki looks up and can count to two million stars, then it’s only fair he counts one more for each and every shadow.
The wonder is replaced by resignation.
By ancient, ruined exhaustion.
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This is Thor movies AU. Thor was not exiled and sent to Midgard, but Loki was. Thor is the first and the favorite son of Odin, as usual, here.
Of course, such a state of matters doesn’t suit Loki.
There are genetic experiments, Amsterdam and tropical forests of Africa, SHIELD chasing and Loki fleeing and so much more.
Words: 1987, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English
- Fandoms: Thor - All Media Types, Thor (Movies)
- Rating: Explicit
- Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Categories: M/M
- Characters: Loki (Marvel), Thor (Marvel), Odin (Marvel), Loki, Thor
- Relationships: Loki/Thor, Loki/Other(s), Loki/Odin (Marvel)
- Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Science Experiments, Violence, Dubious Consent, Blood, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Masturbation, Emotional Manipulation, Mind Games, Dubious Morality
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